The most unwanted holiday of the year has started...(for me and those unknown with similar thoughts...impossible )this September short and dully 'extra' holiday is like time for clever idiots like many in good schools or those fucking people who can, who are able to score well if they put their minds into it... to make people like me... holiday means eat shop and sleep... seriously nothing else.... i really should starting packing my notes together and start studying... i will only study or work on my revision only if people who have receive a certain respect from or someone who is able to mess around with my $$ income ... only mommy.... -.- only certain tutors with the imperial edict from mommy can make me work.... seriously i see no point in studying so hard... as long i understand and blend those point in my syllabus into my brain ... that blending needs hell lot of @#%^^*#% time.... i rather spend the time on day-dreaming.... somehow it's better for me... i still need to studying... i hate not popping by second bookstores for my books... or Harris, and not walking ard in places where i dunno, i am such a loyal follower of my mommy-.- .. somehow i got to know where i am going and not rely heavily on my sixth sense.... somehow using my sixth sense is better than following realistic direction... i am after all the the most fearful type of human being - female ... similar to those vixen kind... i don't think i look like one with the vixen look anyway......... i am just cranky again i guess....who knows?

bye bye :)