i know i have been way more discreet these whole month, OMG! 'discreet could actually be use on me..... dreaming still...yup i am still dreaming, maybe i have already plan myself a feasible future, pls don't worry. i know clearly that i fool around my o levels. thats a fact, i am not joking. the best effort i did was, "when i feel like it" mood; i just pick up my pen and start penning down notes, i wasn't in the fanatic rush mood, i was taking my time. i know it's impossible for me to sit down and settle down with a rather job that u consider legitimate.